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5:17 PM
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 subject-situation agreement :)
time is kind of running pretty fast but college is somehow turning into a nice thing. it is expected that you don't find your friend at first, if you did, maybe you were just trying to FIT IN. and then you realize you can't be them and one day you're gonna have to leave them and try to find your true self before it's GONE. sometimes you follow what others do that they say is RIGHT but truth be told it is what you SHOULD do to stay in their group. you ask yourself why can't you be just yourself and why do you have to like what they do and hide what you really want? soon enough you'll realize how stupid you've been letting other people control how you should act, then you'll feel so ALONE, just by looking at them doing the same old thing they do. you probably would've thought it's stupid, in fact it is, but it's their way of staying TOGETHER. and hey, maybe like you there's another individual in that group that feels the same way, just AFRAID of being alone, at least you were brave enough to face that and be what you really are. thoughts are running uncontrollably on my head. maybe i'm just too happy i have someone to eat lunch with, to sit next to during accounting, someone i could frankly ask for her homework, someone i don't have to be ashamed of. i read a lot. the alice book affected my mind :| this could be an update:) my life is perfectly fine. midterms on sunday! ogenki desu ka. |
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