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8:20 AM
Monday, August 30, 2010 halfway there :) first semester is almost over, making my way through it by self studying, or asking my seatmate to tutor me. my professor won't help no matter how long she stay. accounting is so dang hard, management is a lot of memorization, so is literature. physical education is exhausting, sociology is like the siesta part of college :) history is very much like the high school version and cwts is annoying. ENGLISH on the contrary is the BEST. it's the only subject i could possibly enjoy.
5 more years! and congratulations to my sister for passing the July 2010 Nursing Licensure Examination  :) |
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5:44 PM
Monday, August 16, 2010 "bakit mo iisipin, bakit mo pipigilan, bakit mo aasahan kung wala na nga?" -- cause you're desperate :)) another gift and this time it's from 6cycle mind, yeng constantino, kean cipriano and dj coki. and what makes this song more likable is that it only have 7 lines, repeated all over the 4 minute song. memorizing isn't such a bad thing:) i LOVE yeng, to prove that i even capitalized the word, and i rarely capitalize my letters, except when emphasizing:) yeng is like my poprock princess and i look up to her, her voice, her original songs, her versions (except maybe her don't forget one), her story. i don't watch her on tv but yeng's voice would always be heard on my playlist. i play her songs on my guitar, and even try to learn "promise" on piano. i would love to be better someday.ü |
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1:56 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 mission FAILED. it feels pretty awkward starting a blogpost with that line, but i really failed to do what i want:) i planned to change my blog skin but i can't find anything interesting. however i changed my background song, how's that? the song's pretty nice, it's like a gift from katy perry. have you ever felt the urge of doing something and the pull of "not-in-the-mood" at the same time? sounds pretty weird but if you have, welcome to the club! MIDTERMS week, i feel like reviewing, then i don't feel like it. just had spicy and creamy tuna pasta (yum!) for lunch, now i'm full, not sleepy, not active, not in the mood to finish akatsuki rising in psp, not in the mood to watch tv, not in the mood to text, not in the mood for almost everything (except blogging maybe). i'm also not in the mood for walking, malling, biking, anything athletic would probably bore me. this is what i hate when i've got no school :| soooo here i am sharing one of the MOST BORING moment of my life with whoever reads this blog. give me something to do:) `tekken. no 2.25 allowed. DOS POLICY. *tekken-accounting. accounting is pagtutuos in tagalog so you pretty much have to do the math why it's tekken :) |
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2:54 PM
Friday, August 6, 2010 i do believe some people only blog on their bipolar time of living. only during their extremes they remember how to share or they realize they need someone or something to confess to. twitter would also work but hey, nothing beats a good old blank page to fill with your thoughts minus the fact if anybody even bothers reading them. twitter summarizes your thoughts, and blogger explains them. i understand you're undergoing some emotional damages at this moment and i do understand words can't explain how you feel. trust me, i've been there, done that, and i'm never coming back. but i'm not saying i feel for you, you know how i hate you, and way deep down i feel ecstatic that you're going that way. wanna know why? you were the reason why i felt that way and now that you feel the same, the world is going back to it's natural balance. up is up, down is down, and losers are still losers:) see how crazy a person can be? HAHA :D |
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5:17 PM
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 subject-situation agreement :)
time is kind of running pretty fast but college is somehow turning into a nice thing. it is expected that you don't find your friend at first, if you did, maybe you were just trying to FIT IN. and then you realize you can't be them and one day you're gonna have to leave them and try to find your true self before it's GONE. sometimes you follow what others do that they say is RIGHT but truth be told it is what you SHOULD do to stay in their group. you ask yourself why can't you be just yourself and why do you have to like what they do and hide what you really want? soon enough you'll realize how stupid you've been letting other people control how you should act, then you'll feel so ALONE, just by looking at them doing the same old thing they do. you probably would've thought it's stupid, in fact it is, but it's their way of staying TOGETHER. and hey, maybe like you there's another individual in that group that feels the same way, just AFRAID of being alone, at least you were brave enough to face that and be what you really are. thoughts are running uncontrollably on my head. maybe i'm just too happy i have someone to eat lunch with, to sit next to during accounting, someone i could frankly ask for her homework, someone i don't have to be ashamed of. i read a lot. the alice book affected my mind :| this could be an update:) my life is perfectly fine. midterms on sunday! ogenki desu ka. |
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