After fourteen years of existence, I finally created my own blog. Thanks to my classmate slash seat mate slash cheat mate slash friend Gian who always reminds me to look at his blog. I might as well call him "the guy that influenced me" but of course he did in a good way. Finally, I got a place where I can write everything I want, anything I want, which is practically nonsense.

Actually I struggled(what a word) so hard to find a time to create my blog. Everything happens to me.

First is the sober (sobra + super) controversial relationship between me and the damath player. I hate him! Just kidding. It's only a misunderstood issue and I got everything settled and back in place.

Another one is about my friends. Everyone wants to be my friend(well I hope everyone). Every week I have a new friend, but my old friends, actually not so old friends are getting jealous. The only thing that they would say was I wasn't giving them my attention or I'm spending too much time with my new friends, which I think is true. I can't help it if I need to go and meet new and fresh faces. To be honest, I think I'm getting bored with my old friends. But that's really how life goes. You buy new shoes and when they're worn out you buy a new one. I'm afraid that one day I might bump them in the mall and I won't even known their names or recognize them. I wish that day WON'T come.

Controversies are never absent on my list. Check this out:
1. I like Gian
2. Gian likes me
3. Gian is my boyfriend
4. dadee Floyd is my boyfriend
5. Ella's younger brother Emil is my boyfriend
Yikes! Why don't you just kill me? Haha, I mean i'm innocent. I don't even know where these came from, but I'm sure of one thing. I'll rip the head of that person. Can't I get some peace? It's only been a week, and now these super major RUMORS are after me...sigh!

Last and which is apparently the most challenging problem that I have to face, is the fact that my BFF is miles and miles away from me. We haven't see each other for almost eight months. Last month was her birthday and I didn't even had the chance to greet her personally. We have to do everything online. But i'll still wait for the day that she'll come back to me.

That's the first wave, the others will come sooner or later, somewhere in the near or distant future. But what enlightens me is the fact that I can share my problem to everyone. Love lots.

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